miss you papa

 

I dont know why but out of sudden i miss my dad. All the jokes he always told us. Nonsense and ridiculous 'mantera' and 'jampi'. He said he was from 'raja melaka' punya keturunan and boleh sampai langit ke berapa tah. HAHA. Yeah, that's my dad. Tak percaya? Tak percaya sudah. No wonder lah his daughter pun act slightly like him. We always talked crap and plan something silly, like buat muka selamba eating nasi lemak during fasting month at mamak. And banyak lagi idea pelik dia. I miss those days when we, one complete family sit together in master bedroom and chit chat about what each of us want and aim for. What we wish we could have and imagine something out of our mind was the best part :) I miss it when papa said he wanna be the most richest guy in the world and buy everything he want, like it could happen lah kan? -.-' Then he'll list everything he wish for. Apa yang dia nak i cant tell you guys lah, it's our family's secret :p Tapi sangat diluar jangkauan. I miss our karaoke's moment, when my dad choose his songs only. And check check dekat playlist tu penuh dengan lagu jiwang karat dia -.-' Paling rindu lagu 'Cinta Pandai Merdeka' and 'Permaisuri' :D Me and kakngah will surely sang together with him. Imagine lah berapa kerap kitorang pergi sampai dah boleh hafal most oh his songs =.=' Suara papa? hahh, DISASTER. Telinga batu macam kitorang je larat dengar dia melalak dalam tu. I miss you, papa. Really wish everything that we've ever been through will happen again someday. We, one complete and perfect family will always stick together no matter how hard the situation is :')

p/s : Im nothing without my family.

Girls' language

A real boyfriend :))

Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
-Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
-Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
-Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
-Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
-Give her your attention

When she pulls away
-Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
-Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
-Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
-Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
-Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
-Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
-Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for
-Reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
-Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
-she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
-Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you
-Bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
-Keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
-dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
-she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
-she wants you to read it

Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her 

Treat her like she's all that matters to you

Stay up all night with her when she's sick

Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

Give her the world.

Let her wear your clothes

When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

Let her know she's important.

Kiss her in the pouring rain

When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking, BABY?"

p/s : To be honest, i stole this from someone's page :) Girl, if u ever read this i wanna ask for a permission to copy it from your wall :)

GUYS?

HE SAW YOU

HE MET YOU

HE WANTED YOU

HE LIKED YOU

HE CHASED YOU

HE GOT YOU

HE HAD YOU

HE GOT BORED

HE LEFT

p/s : You cried because of this kinda guy? pffftt dont waste your time sweetheart (: There're still a lot of people who love you out there. Wake up and dont ever afraid to meet new love. Remember, dont try to search for love, let it come naturally to you :)

Am I beautiful?

'Girls you're amazing just the way you are'

Semua orang sibuk cakap pasal 'beautiful', so I think its time for me to describe what's the meaning of beautiful through my own eyes ;) Siapa tak suka perempuan cantik kan? Even aku pun akan terpegun seketika apabila ada adik manisss lalu depan mata. Indah sungguh ciptaan Tuhan. Then mesti akan terlintas dekat kepala otak ni, 'Kan best kalau aku cantik cun melecun macam tuuu' =.=' Tipu lah kalau korang tak fikir macam tu. Tapi ingat cantik tu tak kemana kalau perangai tu menyakitkan hati.

Have you guys ever heard one song from Katy Perry, Firework? Us, girls should be like firework. Burst up your own colour, let it shine, dont be shame in what you have and most important is, be yourself. You are beautiful just the way you are :)

Bagi aku lah kan, cantik ni bergantung dengan mata orang yang melihat. Ada yang kata dia tu cantik, aku kata tak cantik. Siapa lah agak nya dia tu kan? -.-' Tak boleh kasitau. Haha. Same goes to guys, ada yang kata aku cantik, ada yang kata tak. Tapi kebanyakannya kata yaa, MUAHAHAHA. perasan tak aku? :p Just joking. Tak cantik puuun. Bagus lah tak cantik, takda lah jantan asyik nak pandang. Takda la orang nak rogol aku. Takda lah orang berebut nak dekat aku. Takda lah aku rimas ramai sangat peminat. Ce fikir in a positive way =P cuba kalau korang cun cantik melecun meletup kebabomm kau memang tembam? HAAA, tak ke naya kalau ada jantan ikut balik sebab obses sangat dekat korang. Oh noooo =/ Tak ke susah ada bepuluh tak pun beratus or beribu jejaka yang berebut kan korang. Kalau berebut je takpa, tapi kalau dah start bertumbuk bagai, haaa lagu mana? Tak pun korang kena bomoh ke, minyak dagu keeee? Okay scary -.-' So better tak cun, better buruk je, lagi bagus. Boyf pun tak risau orang nak rampas awek dia. HAHA boleh tak fikir macam tu? #mongkenboleh

And bagi aku, kalau seseorang tu dalam dia cantik, means baik lah. Sure kecantikan dalaman tu akan dengan sendiri nya terpancar dekat wajah dia tuu. Macam aku lahh. HAHA -.-' okay gurau je. Ada sesetengah perempuan yang nampak a bit kasar and perangai pun macam tak senonoh, okay ni bukan aku =.=' tapi tak semestinya dia tu kasar, dia jahat or garang or jahat or menakutkan *ok apa aku cakap?* means dont judge a book by its cover lah =.=' Kenal dulu baru boleh judge okay? (:

So, kepada si gadis yang tak berapa nak cun tuu, korang jangan lah risau okay? Sure akan ada one special guy yang akan terima baik buruk korang. And yang akan nampak kecantikan dalaman korang. Trust me :) Haaa, time tu jangan lepas kan dia. Grab dia terus! ;) Nanti orang lain sebat baru menangis tak berlaguuu.

p/s : Dekat kolej aku ada minggu menutup aurat and anti couple. Tapi ada je yang bertudung labuh tu couple #apaceloptok

p/s/s : Udin bagi aku button 'TAK NAK COUPLE' nice :] Thanks udin.

kehidupan

Dont expect everybody will like us, will love the way we talk, the way we walk, even the way we stare at people. People says first impression is important. For me its not really important. We cant judge the book by its cover right?

'Tak kenal maka tak cinta' :)

Always think positive about others and avoid hate people even you dont like them -.-' but i do hate someone, err bukan someone tapi ada la few persons. Siapa suruh kau cari pasal? People will keep on talking bad about us, i dont know you guys had ever faced it or not. But trust me, its hurt. REALLY hurt. I thought it'll be okay if there got few persons who hate you, haha -.- sakit sebenarnya bila kita tahu ada orang yang tak suka kita. Alasan tak suka? Sebab sombong, tak tegur, kawan dengan kawan dia je =.=' gila macam budak budak korang. Tak semestinya dia tak tegur dia sombong, maybe dia pemalu ke. Apa kata korang yang bukak langkah dulu. Try to always think positive. Give your smile first, Insyaallah they'll give theirs too :)

Like what one of my friend said before,

'Has, this is life. People will never stop talking about what or who they dont like. Maybe because they're jealous or you have what they dont have. So what you gotta do is, be strong and love everybody's around you. Trust me, haters will make you strong :)'

Yes you're right. THIS IS LIFE. Banyak lagi yang akan kita semua lalui nanti :) Ni baru sikit. Aku rasa tak sabar nak habis matrik and mulakan hidup baru dekat mana mana IPTA nanti, Insyaallah :)

KORANGGGGG NAK TAU TAAAK :O

Dekat twitter sibuk main #SayaGenerasi -.- Sangat best baca tweet mereka! Teringat zaman muda mudi duluuu :) Zaman main lawan pemadam, rebut tiang, teng teng, batu seremban, tamiya, gasing, yoyo, tora, dendang, jojo, digivise and so on =.=' comel kan time kecik kecik duluu. Budak sekarang main apa? iPAD -.-' Angry bird -.-' and banyak lah benda canggeh canggeh sekarang #canggehbeb zaman aku dulu lopek lopek je. Dengan paper doll nya, haha. Lagi satu gula gula yang hujung dia ada cincin tu =.=' arghhh rinduuunya! and sangat comel! 

p/s : #SayaGenerasi Doktor gigi datang sekolah, gosok gigi ramai ramai cangkung tepi longkang

Love is?

buaya oh buaya?

Lihat lah kepada diriku

Aku cantik dan menarik

Dan kau mulai dekati aku

Ku beri segalanya

Cinta harta dan jiwaku

Tapi kau malah menghilang bagai hantu

Tak tahu malu

Ohhhh lelaki buaya darat

BUSYEEETT! aku tertipu lagi

Ohhhh mulutnya manis sekali

Tapi hati bagai serigala

Ohhhh ku tertipu lagi

Ohhhh ku tertipu lagi

Buaya? Oh nooo bukan buaya tu yang aku maksudkan tapi BUAYA DARAT. Perempuan selalu terkena dengan spesies macam ni kan? Lagi lagi si lurus bendul macam aku ni -.- Cepat sangat cair dengan ayat manis. Ada la beberapa kali terkena. And serious sh*t sangat sakit. Entah bila lah nak pupus spesies yang merbahaya ni. Orang kata 'Dont love too much cause that too much will hurt you so much' Kalau lah boleh control perasaan ni kan best. HAHA. Boleh adjust sikit bila agak agak dah tersayang lebih tu. Boleh ke macam tu? =.=" Alaaa normal lah bila kena tinggal sedih frust menonggeng tertonggeng tertonggek, okay cukup. Then how to overcome this kinda problem? Me oso dont have any idea. I only believe in one thing. We have to keep on learning through it, this is what we called life :) Just beware, be strong and terima saja apa yang bakal jadi. Dont afraid to fall in love, percayalah, perempuan yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik. Begitu juga sebaliknya. So need to worry and think to much about your futur boyyyy. Just let everything gowithaflowww~

TAPI TAPI TAPI! Ada tapiiiii :O

Ladies di luar sana, ingat! Buaya darat mesti dijauhi. Haaa, macam mana nak tau dia tu buaya darat ke tak? Okay, based on my experience there're a few types of *crocodile* that you girls need to stay away from.

• Yang tackle korang bagai nak rak. Siap sanggup buat apa saja. Contoh nya macam sanggup jumpa korang even though korang tinggal jauh gila dengan mamat tu. Haaa? sweet? sanggup berkorban? sanggup keluar duit untuk jumpa korang? pfffttt semua tu bullsh*t. Tu taktik murahan untuk cairkan korang. PAHAM? Ingat, cinta yang suci datang dari sini *sambil tunjuk dekat hati* :) Cari lah lelaki yang sederhana. Sanggup tunggu korang and tak payah nak semangat sangat. TAKE A CHILL PIL BRO! And cinta suci tak semestinya perlu balasan kan? :)
• Lagi satu yang paling aku pantang. Sikit sikit nak bagi barang =.=' Lek ahhh. Bagi sikit sikit dah lah. Yang satu shopping mall tu kau nak belikan buat apa? Nanti dah break menggelabah mintak balik. Macam budak tadika je. Pfffttt. Lelaki yang suka bagi barang ni jenis yang diorang fikir diorang boleh beli perasaan perempuan. So korang jangan terpedaya tauuu ;)
• Too much of 'I love you' maybe? Ntah la, yang ni aku tak berapa setuju. Ada orang kata jangan asyik cakap i love you. Nanti cepat bosan. Yeke macam tu? For guys i dont know lah. But for me tak salah kot nak ungkap kan those three special words everyday :) Even awak cakap berjuta kali pun, saya akan tetap fikir ayat tu sangat istimewa :)
• Lelaki yang jarang bercerita pasal keluarga dia. Benda ni selalu jadi kan? Kadang kadang dia ajak tapi ajak ajak ayam je -.-' Lepas tu ada lah seribu satu alasan. 'My parents takda rumah lah' , atau pun 'Nanti lah eh i bawak u jumpa family i'. pffftttt -.-'
• Lelaki yang nak perempuan baik untuk buat isteri, yang lain lain tu nak geli geli je. Kepala hotak diorang lah! Ohh, nak yang elok je. Yang dah tak elok tak mau? Kalau korang tu baik sangat takpa la jugak. Ni perangai macam syaiton, nak cari bakal isteri yang solehah. Ukur baju di badan sendiri lah dulu.
• Metrosexual? Lelaki yang terlampau mementingkan penampilan dikira buaya ke? Ntah lah, aku pun tak sure. Tapi most of them memang buaya pun. Diorang ni nak jaga looks lah konon. So that ramai perempuan akan minat. 
• 'I janji lepas ni i takkan buat lagi' Lepas tu dia buat lagi. 'I promise it wont happened again' And again it happen :) Haaaaa ni lagi satu. Yang teramat merbahaya. Sikit sikit berjanji. Macam diorang ni dah biasa make promises then break it. Yang kita ni pun bongok sangat pegi percaya kenapa? -.- haha. Dah sayang kan, nak buat camno.
• Tengok mata dia, selalu melirik sana sini. Semua perempuan dia nak tengok. Hati hati lah dengan lelaki macam ni :) Cuba korang tanya "Oiii tengok apa tu?" Nanti sure dia akan jawab "tak, i tengok baju dia, lawalah" atau punnn "Macam kenal la dia tu" haha dua jawapan skema yang biasanya akan dilontar kan ^_^ setuju?
• Cuba try test amik phone dia. Secara mengejut! Ce tengok apa reaksi dia ;) If dia menggelabah and cepat cepat rampas phone tu, haaaa sure ada apa apa dalam tu. Bukan bila amik phone dia bermaksud kita tak percaya. Just wanna test him. Jangan kerap sangat buat, nanti dia ada taktik lain nak sorok rahsia dia tuuu. 

Fuhhh banyak jugak kan? Aku dah letih nak type. If cakap pasal diorang ni, alamatnya sampai kiamat pun tak kan habis. Tapi ingat, tak semua lelaki sama :) Ada lagi yang masih boleh dipercayai. And tak semestinya 'buaya darat' tak boleh berubah. Sometimes they can change into a better man. Mungkin tak matang lagi. But still for me, its not fair for girls yang pernah kena tipu dengan diorang ni. So, to all girls, beware and always keep on your mind that true love will come to you someday, with the right person on the right time :) Trust me babyy.

p/s : JOM RAMAI RAMAI AMIK SENAPANG TEMBAK JE SI BUAYA BUAYA DARAT SEMUA!

CINTA PERTAMA

 

Orang kata CINTA PERTAMA takkan pernah hilang, ia akan tetap kekal di dalam hati menjadi kenangan.

APA TU CINTA PERTAMA? Aku pun kurang pasti. Ada sesetengah kata boyfriend pertama kita lah cinta pertama -.-' Aku tak rasa macam tu sebab boyfriend pertama aku pun aku dah lupa siapa. Yelaa form 2 dah gatal nak couple. Mana nak ingat siapa dahh lelaki tu. Haha. Sure takut kan perempuan macam ni? 'Kacang lupakan kulit' *err ada kena mengena ke?* So, bagi aku cinta pertama dengan yang terakhir sama je. Yang di atas dah tentukan siapa jodoh kita :) So, dia lah cinta pertama aku, dan cinta terakhir :) Haaaa agak agak siapa eh? hehehe. Me also dont know. Jodoh semua di tangan Dia. Kalau lah aku boleh contact Dia, haha sure dah tanya siapa jodoh aku, apa dia tengah buat sekarang, dia suka makan durian tak *errr -.-' motif?*, dia handsome tak, dia pandai ke tak, dia tinggi ke rendah ke, kurus ke gemuk ke, hihihi ^_^ kan best kalau boleh buat macam tu.

And mungkin jugak PAK JABIT cinta pertama aku. upssss ;p Aminnnn. Kalau awak cinta pertama saya, means awak lah jodoh saya, kalau awak jodoh saya, means kita akan sehidup semati. Sweet tak hasmida azmi? ^_^ Awak selalu pesan jangan cakap benda yang tak patut, sebab ia akan jadi satu doa. Saya ingat tu. So, saya nak cakap benda baik baik je :) I hope we'll stay in each other's heart silently till my very last breath. Hold my words, PAK JABIT!

p/s : oh myyy, petang ni nak nyanyi dahhh. After practice since before raya lagi -,- damn! If im not performing well please kill meh. Practice sikit punya lama nyanyi tah pape memang patut makan kaki. Okay, till we meet again. byeee yolss~

i wish i could

Flyyyy with you as far as i could. and reach the sky and the stars together. We'll runaway from life for awhile and forget everything around us. Just you and me tonight. We'll talking what ever we wanna talk, whatever we feel and whatever we ever thought. No boundaries between us. Touch my heart and make me flyy. Talk crap with me and do silly things together. Lay with me forever on a silent road. Make funny faces all the time, laughing like hell, hugging like you'll never let me go. The look in your eyes make me feel so safe. And gives me strength. Thanks cause you come into my life when i really need someone to lean on. Our love will stay till my last breath, insyaallah :) I love you, Mohamad Haziq Yaakob.

p/s : Just the look in your eyes assures me that the world is beautiful :)

Kerenah student matrik?

Ehem ehem, assalamualaikum semua :O *first time bagi salam dalam blog* Its been a long time I didn't update something nonsense here. Oleh sebab aku skip class agama *after dapat green light from my mr kumbang* :) , so I think i can use this two hours break to post something. Okay actually aku nak cakap pasal student matrik yang ada berjuta kerenah :D Since I am a PDT student , which means two years dekat matrik, so dah tahu sangat perangai and kerenah diorang ni -.-" Kalau nak list kan semua, alamatnya sampai kiamat tak habis. So, there're a few that I can list down. hehehe. Jom baca!

1. SUKA SIBUK TEPI KAIN ORANG. Yela takkan nak sibuk tepi kain sendiri pulak kan? -.- macam tak syok je kain sendiri. Alaaaa biasa la kita kan orang melayu, orang melayu ni mana boleh dengar gossip sikit. Sure nak tokok tambah punya :p kan? kan?
2. SUKA MERUNGUT TAK CUKUP MASA NAK BUAT TUTORIAL. Padahal banyak je masa. 24 hours kot adoooo. I tengok student cina and india sempat je buat. Sambil makan pun boleh buat tutorial. Gempak tak gempak? :O
3. SIBUK NAK BERCOUPLE. (eleh has, kau pun couple) siapa kata tak boleh couple? =.=' mama aku kata boleh je. Just kena pandai bahagi masa laa. Ni duk asyik bercinta, study ke mana couple ke mana. So yang ada boyf or girlf tu pandai pandai la yee ;)
4. DAPAT ELAUN JE BALUN SAMPAI HABIS. Elaun masuk hari tu, hari tu jugak la kau keluar kan apa yang adooo. Kesian la budak lain yang nak duit jugak. Nak makan apa kalau atm habis duit? =.=' So, berpada pada lah ye ketika berbelanja. Tahu lah mak ayah kaya, duit berjuta di bank tapi jangan lah boros sangat.
5. TIAP TIAP MINGGU NAK BALIK. Ada tu menangis kalau tak dapat balik =.= apa kejadahnya? Tengok hasmida tu, relaks je dah dua bulan tak balik rumah :p hee. Sebenarnya jealous tengok orang rumah dekat, every week balik. Aku je duduk sini -.-' STRESSED!
6. GUNA WIFI YANG DISEDIAKAN UNTUK BERFACEBOOK :) contohnya macam sayaaa :D haha. Dah free, belasah je laaaaa.
7. BERHIAS MACAM PENGANTIN. Padahal ke kelas je pun -.-' Boleh je nak melawa sikit tapi jangan lah keterlaluan. Tengok macam hasmida tu, selekeh je pergi kelas -.- haa selekeh sangat pun tak elok jugak. SURE orang akan kutuk :D So, ala kadar sahaja. Ingat, simple itu style ;) and kalau nak make up sikit sikit dah la. Nanti nampak macam barbie doll sangat -.-' Tak cuuuun!
8. BELAJAR MAIN MAIN LEPAS TU RESULT TERUK MENANGIS. Macam sayaaaa =.=' haha. So, jangan study last minute! And yang paling penting fokus dalam class. If ada makhluk makhluk seperti 'Dani' , 'Udin' atau 'Hafiz' nak kacau, bagi je stokin dekat muka diorang. Senyap terus =|
9. MALAS NAK PI KULIAH. Okay ni tak nak elaborate sebab diri sendiri terasa :|

Tu je kot buat masa ni. If ada lagi, nanti tambah :) And sesiapa jangan lah terasa, ni saje nak mengarut. If ada yang kecil hati, maaf :) baiii yols~


p/s : cuba dengar lagu 'cukup indah - alif satar' :) sweet sangat lagu tu!

true

A good relationship is with someone who knows all your insecurities,

and imperfections and still loves you the same

:/

SAKIT HATI OKAY BAI

back to normal

Hidup sekarang kembali seperti biasa :) *senyum tak ikhlas* wake up at 6.30 am. class start at 8 am every day. petang baru habis. and lately ni ada masalah tidur di siang hari, macam susah nak tidur. try to baring and tutup mata tapi tak boleh. then dalam class mengantuk pulak -.-' tak ke pelik tu? hm by the way results UPS dah keluar. boleh la but still teruk. tak tau la boleh ke tak pspm nanti. i'll try my best. tapi lately ni jadual macam lari -.-' got singing practice at night, then ada class malam, then this friday got jamuan raya yang tak plan apa pun lagi. my bio assignment pun 30 percent tak siap lagi. need to buy kertas warna for pokok yang tak berwarna lagi tuu =.=' arghhh banyak nya kerja! and me pulak, dont know how to manage my time well. fikir nak main je, nak relax je .__. pspm lagi 6 weeks :) if i dont get what my mum expect me to get, better die la. than looking at her crying. hmm. doa kan saya yeeee. okay la, need to sleep. pening kepala kena hujan tadi =.=" esok demam habis! ponteng class la jawabnya :P *alasan* okay , baiii yols~

p/s : Maths dapat B+ ='(

p/s/s : if i say 'i love you' , can i keep you forever?

Cari pasal di bukuitbintang

Korang ada pic raya macam ni? Sure hasmida azmi sorang je yang ada pic ini macam x)

 

p/s : picture ini diambil selepas berjaya membuat mama terkejut beruk di parkson xD muhehehehe. Bagus kan anak dara macam ni? takda sapa nak buat jadi bini =.=" jadi andartu sampai tua sebab gambar ni. OKBAI yols~

awhh :')

DALAM KASAR ADA KELEMBUTANNYA

DALAM SOMBONG ADA KESOPANANNYA

p/s : pengajarannya? DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER :)

can i say

Im happy enough with my life now. Maybe I don't have branded things, I don't have lots of money, I don't have a closet full with clothes and expensive accessories, Im not popular and trying to be an attention seeker, but im happy enough right now cause I have family, few friends, and you :) That make me stronger day by day. Im starting to believe the existence of happiness. I don't want a happy ending cause I don't want every moment i spend with the one I love END. I want it to stay forever, till my last breath. I've fall really hard, and now its time for me to stand up again, on my own feet and tell the world that I can survive and I can be what I wannabe. I wanna learn to appreciate everybody, and even myself :) I don't wanna be a loser, who always cry whenever she's alone or heard people talking behind her. Not anymore. Listen, you can say whatever you wanna say about me. I don't care anymore. I am tired of hearing such a ridiculous rumors. You have no right to say a single word about me, my choices, or my past. Cause you weren't there. You didn't get your heart broken, I did. Not you, me. So, please just STFU and live your life without saying any single thing about meh :) okay? Thats all, bye yols~

p/s : duit raya dapat sikit je tahun ni =.="