Mine

The best life partner :)

once you come

He came, knocking her heart in hope she'll at least realized his presence. He keep on trying to get her attention. It was quite hard at the beginning. He tried really hard to be close to her. At last they're together. She loves him more than everything. They still strong together for few years. Hopes, dreams, beautiful future, promises, joy, tears, fight, misunderstanding, they shared everything together. Though they yelled at each other or even cursed at each other, they'll find their way back. Until one moment he suddenly put a distance. No more texting, late night calling, everything's just disappeared. She lost. Tried her best to reach him. Cried almost every night, missing him. No more. Now she's alone, struggling by herself to mend her heart back.

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I just don't get it. Why must you guys came, just to ruin everything? Once you came, then stay. Don't go. If you're planning to go, then why you touched her heart? Once a girl bravely said, 'I LOVE YOU', you can never know how much she loves you. Though she asks you to leave her alone, just don't go. Because you're the one who came, and start everything, then don't make it end. Or otherwise you'll regret soon cause being such a stupid guy, who let something precious go.

Sometimes I really wish I could control my heart from giving too much, but I can't. It will keep on beating stronger day by day.

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Mengapa semua begini

Kau tinggalkan ku sendiri

Menagih cinta suci

Yang ku tak perlu lagi

Linangan air mata

Membasahi dijiwa

Aku tangis tanpa kata

Sakit terasa di jiwa

Engkau tinggalkan diriku

Engkau lepas kan cinta ku

Engkau hancurkan hati ku

Biar, biar ku sendiri

Biar ku nikmati

Hidup tanpamu

Biar, biar ku fahami

Biar ku mengerti

Hidup ini, oh kasih

Dimanakah janji mu

Yang kau berikan dulu

Adakah ia hanya

Kata kata palsu mu

ps : Lyrics and song by Haikal.

crack

In another life, I would be your girl

Another song for you

"Bless The Broken Road"

I set out on the narrow way many years ago

Hoping I would find true love along the broken road

But I got lost a time or two

Wiped my brow and kept pushing through

I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are

Others who broke my heart they were like Northern Stars

Pointing me on my way into your loving arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

 I think about the years i spent just passing through

I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you

But you just smile and take my hand

You've been there you understand

It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Now I'm just rolling home

Into my lover's arms

This much I know is true

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road

That led me straight to you

:')

haziq, listen

"That's what we do, we fight! You tell me when I'm being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you're being a pain in the ass, which you are 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate and your back doing the next pain in the ass thing. So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard and we're gonna have to work at this everyday. But I wanna do that because I want you, I want all of you, forever, you and me, everyday." - Noah, The Notebook.

ps : Lets both of us fight for this love. Fight till our last breath :')

Future hubby

Kepada Nurul Hasmida binti Azmi, saya, Mohamad Haziq bin Yaakob nak bagitau awak satu benda. Saya nak sehidup semati bersama awak, tau. Ingat tau.

Sayang I tak?

Sayang la, for sure.

Banyak ke sikit?

Banyak.

Okay.

Ingat tau, I nak sehidup semati dengan you tau. you?

Naaak :O

I love you :')

stuck in the moment

Holding your hands and never let you go.

My heart can't stop beating whenever you're with me. The moment when you're smiling, laughing, teasing, i feel alive. I wish we could have this forever. I can be whatever you want me to be. I am not asking you to stay, but i'll make you stay. I am part of your back bone, and if you lose me, you can't fix that missing part. Because we're made for each other.

"Look, there are two stars in the sky. And someday there'll be few little stars surrounding both of them. InsyaAllah"

Ada dua bintang kan? Satu tu saya :) Nak tahu siapa bintang yang lagi satu tu?

MOHAMAD HAZIQ BIN YAAKOB :)

Whispering

This entry make me sound too paranoid. I'm sorry.

Every fight, misunderstood, quarrel, make me afraid I might lose you. I don't know whether I am strong enough to face it. You came into my life, bravely touched my broken heart, fix and glue it pieces by pieces, and take a good care of it. Once you're in, then please don't go, please stay here and continuously make me smile. The moment when that 'insecure' feeling came, I can't help myself. I'll cry like hell and start to overthink. But then there's one voice keep on repeating...

"Jangan lah risau pasal jodoh. Setiap orang kan ada jodoh masing masing. Takkan lah papa nak biar anak dia jadi andartu?"

Everytime that voice came, I feel relieved :')

But still...

I'll never stop hoping you'll be the one for me. I'll keep on praying *Sigh*

Incomplete

Two months left before pspm. Classes. Environment. Tutorials. I'm sick of these. Stress. I don't know this feeling, but I am afraid of it. Of losing. You're like disappearing from my sight though we're too near. But it feels like we're separated by thousand miles. When I looked at those eyes, they're not the same like before. Something's missing. My heart is not beating well these few days back. I am still searching for that missing part. Still.

ps : I miss being your only one belangkas.

Bad day

I'll always be here. This I promise you.

ps : Honestly, I MISS YOU :'(

nothing much

I think too much these few days back. Too tired with choir practice, but end up we sang like sh*t that night. Can't bare to hear it again. I miss my PDT choir team. You guys are still the best though we didn't manage to win the first prize, but by hearing back at our singing, it was worth it!

Yesterday i ran for 'Mini Kakom' with hajar and yati at first but end up arrived alone competing with few strangers. I kept thinking of him while running so maybe i can ran a little bit faster. And it kinda helpful because i reached college quite early. Hee :) Then at 2 pm, i went to the bball court to support my baby, though we are not from the same negeri. So i just support you :) His team manage to win second prize! Congrats sayang. Though you're not in a good condition, but you've tried your best. I'm really proud of you.

ICT week will be held next week. Till sunday i guess. Thank god me not involve in any of the activities. Need some rest because next two weeks is English week! I'm participating in choir as a conductor, representing my practicum. I am sure it'll going to be great! :) Rosma and me are going to take part in 'KMPP got talent' But i am not sure what song we'll gonna sing. The best part is, the winners will be absorbed to college musical theater and will going to fight with other matriculation colleges! :) Pray for me and rosma!

ps : I miss you hanging out with youu cupcake :'(

Our day

No promises from shayne ward is playing

Every single moment I've spend with you was too precious. I don't wanna miss even one second feeling your presence. Yesterday was another unforgettable day with you :) Thanks you're continuously putting smiles on my face. Again. I can't stop loving you. The love grows stronger everyday.

I love it when you start to behave like a child. When you always make me laugh. When you annoyed me most of the time. When you make me mad. When you overreacted everytime i did something stupid. When you over protected me. I love you.

How lucky i am to own you. How lucky i am to secretly stole your heart. How lucky i am to get the chance to know you deeper. How lucky i am to stare at your eyes and see you're smiling because me. How lucky i am to be love by you.

Hey baby, when we're together. Doing things that we love. Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven. Feeling high. I don't want to let go boy. I just need you to know boy. I don't wanna run away. Baby, you're the one I need tonight. No promises. Baby, now I need to hold you tight. I just wanna die in your arms here tonight.

No promises from shayne ward is slowly fade 

Love staring at your sepet-panda-eyes :)

My heart

Poor you :'(

Wacthing star without you

1st February, 2012.

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love, it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring. 

Baby, I may not be perfect, but parts of me are excellent.

My love towards you is BIG enough to push away all those stupid-unnecessary feelings. I don't wanna lose you. I can't never imagine how my life would be without you.

 

Just, stay here. Don't go. Even when we're fighting, yelling at each other, or even cursing at each other. Just stay, with me. I need you.

MOHAMAD HAZIQ YAAKOB

You can never know how much i love you, how much i care about you,
how much im crazy about you, how much i miss you.

Isolated

People's bullshit and fakeness are why I usually like being alone

You're not alone

Together we stand.

I'll be by your side.

You know i'll take your hand.

Seems like i don't really care. BUT, i do care. In my own way. Its hard for me to be someone you wish to be with. I've tried my best. My very best. And i'll keep on trying, though we might get hurt. Cause i know it'll be worth it.

Sorry, i am not perfect enough. Sorry, i am not strong enough. Sorry, i am easily get hurt. Sorry, my heart is too fragile. Sorry, for being too sensitive. Sorry, i am not sensitive to others' feeling. Sorry, for being too selfish. Sorry, for my stupid ego. Sorry, for those harsh words. Sorry, for being myself.  Sorry, because there are too much of sorries here. I am sorry, for everything.

Just wanna let you know that,,

I. will. always. be. here. for. you.

#np bleeding love - leona lewis