a simple good night from me

This is not a flag! i repeat, THIS IS NOT A FLAG. although it do look like a flag -__- ahhh who cares?

im here to say good night to everybody. its 11.29 pm now and i know its quite early for us to sleep kan? but i have classes tomorrow and surely lots of tutorials and assignments to do. i also have to prepare for my MUET this year. oh gosh takutnyaaa ;/ what if i cant get band 4 and above? haiyaaa. tonight i take a look at computer science's notes for chapter one. sumpah lah kan susah gila babengggg. tak faham apa =( i need lecturer's help. like seriously. i couldnt understand anything. ANYTHING! (buat muka tension gila babeng) okay lah, too tired cause i read too many information tonight *INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY* =___=" hate it! night everybody.

i wonder why

kita satu malaysia :D haha *tak pasal*

i realize something when i was in lecture hall this morning. biology subject. there's one indian girl, she's so smart. showing much interest in this subject which i dont really like. im into bio but i have problems with remembering few biological terms. this girl got straight A's in spm, obviously -.- after the lecture finish, she immediately went on front the lecturer and ask few questions. and i heard a few students behind me said, "whoahhh bagusnya budak tu tanya soalan dekat pensyarah" and me myself also impress with that girl.

SUDDENLY, i remembered something, when i was in pdt year, there's one guy, malay guy frequently went in front of the lecture hall to ask questions and always gave responds while the lecturer is teaching. but whenever he opened his mouth to ask questions, i heard few students like saying "eleh bajet siot, buat buat tanya pulak. nak dapat attention lecturer lah tu. lepas tu nak bodek semua" i was likeee. aaaaaa? =.=" why ah when that indian girl show some interest, everybody like so impress and when one malay boy do the same thing, everyone feels annoyed. i dont get it. then how come melayu nak maju? asyik senyap dekat atas kerusi. bila lecturer nak tanya soalan, buat buat nyorok belakang member? lepas tu bising bila kaum lain start nak monopoli every course. aiyaaa im not being racist here. just wanna say something about malay students nowadays.

one more thing i wanna say here, about the way chinese students study. look at their bags pun boleh tahu kan macam mana diorang study =.=" ada tu beg sampai menyembah tanah. i wanna be like them. keep on learning and reading. their knowledge are infinity. HAHA. studying until midnight. didnt skip classes. always ask lecturers if they didnt understand. tak sombong bodoh like us. sorry to say but its the truth. we rarely ask lecturers if we didnt understand. then how come we will success?

i dont know why im so serious today =.=" maybe cause im too afraid if i didnt score for my final nanti. erghhh dont know =/ but im quite stressed today. tambah tambah lagi the weather are too hot. nak pegi mana mana pun tak selesa. and me keep on sweating. sampai ada budak tanya "eh has, berlari ke nak pegi class tadi?" =___= serious kuang ajaq hang. tampaq satgi! :S

p/s : jangan tegur if has bepeluh kalau tak nak makan PJJ.

p/s/s : PJJ = penampaq jarak jauh :P

p/s/s/s : apa dia? kak has ni garang? MEMANG! :/

i pretty like this song

we called it banana song!

hey ladiessss, am i sexy? rarwww!

come on! lets sing together. HAHA

Open banana, open banana

Peel banana, peel peel banana

Eat banana, eat eat banana

Throw banana, throw throw banana

Close banana, close close banana

they said this song is a cute song. but i think its more to a sexy song =.=" especially when you sing and know the steps for this song. i like the "open banana" part, i was imagine one sexy girl like dancing and open her cloth. and at the end close it back. HAHA oneday if you meet me somewhere, please remind me to show you guys all the steps. it's quite interesting!

p/s : i think ayumi's step was the most awesome step! :D
p/s/s : sorry i dont really know how to draw banana but its do look like a banana right? with shades! 

FUCKED UP

because of one nightmare, my whole entire life will be destroyed

FUCKED UP

i was not okay when i woke up this morning. something was disturbing my mind. i had a nightmare last night. it was horrible. i think if its really happened, i cant continue my life and i'll give up. im quite down today because of that dream. everybody in my family like ignore me. my mum said i didnt have bright future and she's really disappointed with me. my dad didnt talk to me at all. everybody like doing their things without bothering about me. im all alone. i hope it wont be true. just a dream. and forever will be a dream. i need to start from now. no more playing around. no more wasting my time. just concentrate on what im doing. and focus on what i really i wanna be. there're so many things i need to improve and learn more. i need to leave everything behind and be more professional.

p/s : you guys mesti nak tahu mimpi apa kan? haa nak tau sila lah tanya.

pretty please?

i want this badly! T__T i cant sleep every night cause its too dark whenever they switch off the light =.="

miss you oldmates

shafinas saad, liyana mutalib

i love this girls so much :) they're always there for me. lend their ears for me and watched me crying, smiling and know all of my stories. every morning they woke me up. sure susah nak kejut kan has kan? MUHAHA. and i always ask you guys to wake me up at 6 am but i'll end up wake at 7 am =__=" haha. they always concern about me, my health. whenever im on a diet, they'll scold me. haha :'D miss you guys so much. still remember both of you give me advices about love. we gossiped about guys and girls here. *mengumpat sebenarnya* we talk about guys we love :) we went for a walk at tasik. jogging sometimes. haha still remember yana was left far behind ;D comel je kan? both of you are like my mum. told me not to do this and that. haha. lagi lagi yana -__-" IBU YANA. although now you guys are not my roommates, but trust me both of you are the best roommates in the world! i miss sleeping with you guys. haha. menyelit tengah tengah sebab takut hantu =.=" hug kuat kuat sebab takut. miss those moment :')

thingsmanshouldneverdo!

• Joke about breaking up
• Talk to your partner about your ex
• Lie
• Make promises you cant keep
• Flirt with other girls
• Make fun about woman's face, hair, body or clothes
• Show too much care about fashion
• Expect praise for doing what you're supposed to do
• Show your fear of a dog
• Cry while watching movie
• Break your words
• Wear too-short or too-tight shorts
• Pierce any part of your body
• Criticize another man's wife in front of him
• Cheat on your partners
• Tell a woman that she's overreacting
• Talk to a woman when you're mad 
• Treat a woman badly and with disrespect 
• Blame your faults on a woman