everything's changed

its july already! :O UPS is just around the corner. like a month je lagi! hass, you need to move now. if you're still like this. keep on hurting yourself and dont try give chance to yourself, then everybody's gonna leave you behind. hurry up lah, move forward. stop crying like a baby. open your eyes, there's a lot of important things that you need to chase. if people dont need you, then you dont need them as well. try to appreciate the one who knows your value and knows how to take care of your heart. the one who always be there for you. no matter when you're sad or when you're happy :) chase your dream. i wont let other people try to make me fall. again. this time i'll stand on my own and i'll success. everything's changed, just in a blink of an eyes. still remember the first day i step into this collage. get to know people from many countries. learn the meaning of friendship. falling in love :') falling harder because of love and friendship. banyak lagi lah. too many sweet memories.

tak payah nak emo sangat lah hass =.="  dah dah, mungkin boleh off sekarang. tutorial banyak lagi tu. bai bai :D

p /s : i got this from twitter #terasake pls move on, life's too short utk kau nak menangisi org yg dump kau tu ok. #terasake =.=' haha nice kan ayat dia?

standing ovation

CONGRATULATIONS, you've succeeded in hurting a girl who truly loved you :]

untung lah

untung lah dia ...

today i wanna talk about 'untung lah dia' and im sure you guys realize we keep on using this word nowadays -.-' for me, its quite annoying and sometimes really disturbing. like everything i own, i got, mesti orang kata 'untung lah dia' whaaaaaat? =.=" if benda tu tak menguntung kan, then how? haha. FAHAM? tak faham sudah.

but doesnt mean i hate that word. just people always use it, sampai rasa macam annoying pun ada -..-' sikit sikit untung lah dia, sikit sikit untung lah dia. TAMPAQ SATGI NAK? then you'll know how lucky are you being slapped by me :]

piece of my daily routine

This week is my second week as one of the pst student here. imma tell you guys how pack the schedule and how i have to rushing to the tutorial classes, lecture hall -__-" different compared to last year. i miss pdt's year, chillin with you guys, laugh too much, never stop gossiping, conteng conteng dinding.

mesti akan ada 'your name' was here :D kan? kan?

i miss those moments. the best moments in my life. and this year no more chillin around, no more lepak kosong, no more gossips *sikit sikit takpe* and just focus on your study. on monday and tuesday, class end up at 4 pm. and on wednesday and friday end up at 5 pm. boleh mati woo setahun ini macam x| gap between classes pun one hour je. and sometimes, lecturer lepas lewat so tak sampai one hour pun rehat. nak lunch pun tak sempat. i just grab nuggets or keropok lekor je. then go to the library finish up my tutorials. so i can do some revisions at night.

eh nak tau tak, there's a few students, last year pst students who repeat their pst. i heard one of them got 3 point something last year but still repeat, he really want to take medic course. and get scholarship. but for me, its like wasting another one year studying here. he can apply UKM or UM or even UITM. hm i dont get it ;/ but this is just my opinion. its up to you cause you are the one who has to decide what you really want in your life, what you wanna be in 5 years from now. its all on your hand :) decide wisely so that there'll be no regret in your future. stick in one course. and set one goal to achieve. insyaallah you'll success.

p/s : lately ni penat sangat. selalu tido petang sampai maghrib. hope tak jadi gila la nanti =.=" haha

be professional

- by separate your personal problems with your studies

- stay calm and dont get angry too fast

- let the people say whatever they wanna say

- dont waste your time thinking and doing something not important

- think twice before saying something

IF you follow all of the above, im pretty sure you will have a nice day =)

p/s : act today im not in a good mood but i try my best to overcome it and seems like it success :) i feel much better now. gtg! got practical bio after this.

out of sudden

Things suddenly changed. i trust people too much and that was my BIGGEST mistake. but its okay, i'll take it as a lesson. trust nobody. and always keep your mouth shut. people do make mistake. but at least im not blaming others. yes i admit my fault and actually we are in the same boat, talking about the same thing. but the different is there's no sorry from me. just a simple sorry, then you think everything's gonna be fine? naaah it wont. trust me. yes, im keep on silent cause im not that good in talking. but doesnt mean im that pathetic cause i dont give a damn of what all of you think about me. no need to feel sorry, because i dont care if lose all of you. i dont care if i walk alone. I DONT CARE AT ALL. i can stand on my own. everybody is pointing at me right now. to cover all your mistakes? oh i forgot, you have said sorry to each other kan? so, the one with such a huge EGO refused to say sorry is me. who cares? i wanna stop being a plastic. there's just one way, backoff. so im backoff. bubye

p/s : CERITA CUKUP SAMPAI SINI

burst

there are two people i hate the most. they're here. studying at the same place, KMPP. everyday i have to see these two faces. everywhere i go, i'll found them. like they're spying me. so scared T__T ive tried my best to ignore them but failed =.=' i hate people who loves themselves too much. praise themselves. like "why ah im so handsome today" "you already know that im super cool and everbody keep on looking at me" thefuckk pun? jangan nak perasan la budak. kau tu tak handsome mana pun. dah la ****** macam **** ***** HAHA. and please stop critics on me, what i wear, what i look like that day, or whatever la about me. i dont need your stupid opinion. i just love myself the way i am. you also love me the way i am kan, baby? =) so, korang suka ke tak suka ke, kesah pulak aku kan? I HOPE STARTING FROM TOMORROW AND AFTERWARDS, i'll rarely see your faces. and your 'gayfriend' face also.

p/s : tak tau kenapa sebal sangat hari ni

p/s/s : ive read few posts from adindaevans blog. maybe something happened in her past, we dont know kan? so stop jaga tepi kain orang okay?